so, why do you keep letting go?

what the actual f

perhaps, love is about sharing ourselves, exactly as we are.

let it hurt, until it doesn't

and now there's no one here to share all the love in the night like weee always do

yes, it’s you i welcome death with

i still remember that day when you text me for the first time, i didn't expect anything at first. but turns out we get really close and its my fault for having a thing for you. look at us now, we are back at being strangers again. we didn't even start anything so why we stopped?

someday, all this pain, all the effort you put in, all the love and care you gave to others, will be worth it. i promise. maybe not in this life, but somewhere better. i promise.

i'd like everyone to know that things will get hard, the pain will hurt even more, but you're here today, still breathing in everything, learning and getting better than where you were before. you're still here today. as long as you're trying to get better, it's more than enough.

you promised but where the fuck is the actions?

sometimes i felt like i did enough, i gave my best and i tried everything to pull through even through the hardest shit and thought i did very well, but to know that it wasn't enough, just crushes me.

i can't beg people to stop hurting me, i can't ask them to stop using me, taking advantage of me and turn everything good about me into weakness. no matter how many times i tell them, it would be pointless. but God, i just want it to stop.

i just really wanna see you, sit down, drink coffee and talk to you. i miss listening to your voice and pouring my heart out to you.

i feel so empty without you like i'm missing my other half, it hurts to see you move on, but as long as you’re happy that’s all that matters.

sometimes i felt like i did enough, i gave my best and i tried everything to pull through even through the hardest shit and thought i did very well, but to know that it wasn't enough, just crushes me.

but for now, thanks for the temporary happiness, lets back to being strangers with a lot of memories <3

I remember the night we decided to fall In love with each other— we were laughing with so many sparkles in our eyes because we knew we've found the love of our life and now... the silence is scary because I know you're ready to let me go and the saddest part is I still have those million sparkles inside my eyes and your eyes.. they are empty.

teach me how to live without you and you'll see just how much it changes me.

me: i'm over it.

also me: *overthinks it 981 times*

i cried of you, but i still stay.