I wanted to text you, but I can't do it. I don't have the courage anymore for it. I've lost my word.

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Hi, heartbreaks. We meet again. :')

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Faking my smile and still moving forward, eventhough I have lost my reason to keep going. :)

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It's just a bad day, not a bad life..

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I don't feel like myself again..

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Hello darkness my old friend..

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I want to talk to you so badly, but I feel like I don't deserving. I hurt you so badly that makes me feel, I'm not good for you and to be near you again. :')

@heartears

I'm sorry I can't meet your expectation, but in reality I'm battling with my whole life every single fuckin' day just to survive. :'(

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I wanted to settle down with you truly and so badly, but you don't deserve any of my shit in this era of mine. You deserve so much more from me. :')

@heartears

I'm sorry, I am still exploring with my life. :)

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But I've lost you along the journey to the end. 🤍

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ignoring toxic people is self care. 💆🏼‍♀️

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In the end, I only have me. Not us.

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Jangan simpan seseorang dalam lagu.

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The only person who will be there for you is yourself.

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Don't try to force anyone to stay.

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Berdamai lah dengan semua
perasaan :)

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Menahan diri untuk tidak mencari tau bagaimana kabarmu adalah titik terakhirku untuk mengikhlaskanmu.

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