So I don't bleed
I don’t think any of us understands how exhausting it is to exist as a woman. Like forget the external factors (like men) but why is nature so harsh to us? Oh like yeah God forbid I was created with the ability to create, nurture and continue life. Why tf…
The fact I haven’t even mentioned all the shitty things that could happen 🥲
I mean I want my dorm freedom back enji it’s cool. Also college life before exams is so peak (unjinx this)
I mean now that I’m miserable I remembered that I haven’t been working out and I’m gaining a lot of weight it’s crazy😭
One thing I liked about myself is that I didn’t like tie any goals to working out. Yeah I’m feeling strong and have a healthy lifestyle and I’m motivated to eat healthy but also whatever I want. Cuz most of these people be having reverse ED’s and body dysmorphia😭. Anyways gn now that I haven’t in a while I kinda feel like shit but that’s a price to pay ig
It’s like working out made me feel great no matter the outcome and now I just feel like whatever is wrong is because I’m not working out?? Like idk
But also like going back is not easy. You don’t just go back and do the things you did with ease. Feeling weak and starting over is so eugh. Like skipping days to a week felt horrible imagine months😭
I just hope this mentality doesn’t stop me from going back for a while yemr😭