I don’t just let go of something or someone just because they weren’t meant for me. I hold on to it for a while until my heart gets tired of waiting, my eyes stop crying; And until I can finally accept that it wasn’t really for me. Like any other, I need time to let go of the things and that person. So, sorry if I still keep on telling the story about it. It still lingers in me. Those what-ifs still haunt me. And I could not help but still crave those things and people I thought were mine to keep.
—Hyera Maze
—Hyera Maze
I've always been the sacrifice—for the greater good of everyone.
Nobody... has ever made me feel that they can give up the whole fvcking world to save me from misery. So, I end up walking away, like a good sacrificial lamb that I should be.
Yet at times, I pray that someone's gonna stop and pull me back to life saying,
"I don't care if the world will vanish just by the mere choice of you trying to live. You've sacrificed enough.
So please, this time...save yourself.
'Cause the world can definitely handle itself without you pulling that heroic stunt that's gonna get you emotionally dèad."
—K. RDV.
Nobody... has ever made me feel that they can give up the whole fvcking world to save me from misery. So, I end up walking away, like a good sacrificial lamb that I should be.
Yet at times, I pray that someone's gonna stop and pull me back to life saying,
"I don't care if the world will vanish just by the mere choice of you trying to live. You've sacrificed enough.
So please, this time...save yourself.
'Cause the world can definitely handle itself without you pulling that heroic stunt that's gonna get you emotionally dèad."
—K. RDV.
Forwarded from ₕₛ
I’ve noticed you’re going through some tough times and I want you to know that I’m here for you. You’re incredibly strong, even if it might not feel that way right now.
Remember, it’s okay to feel overwhelmed and to take time for yourself. You’re not alone in this journey.
If you need someone to talk to, to sit in silence with, or just need a break from everything, I’m here. Together, we can face these challenges.
Your resilience is inspiring, and I believe brighter days are ahead. Let’s take it one day at a time. ✨
Remember, it’s okay to feel overwhelmed and to take time for yourself. You’re not alone in this journey.
If you need someone to talk to, to sit in silence with, or just need a break from everything, I’m here. Together, we can face these challenges.
Your resilience is inspiring, and I believe brighter days are ahead. Let’s take it one day at a time. ✨
What if,
see that person? That one who looks so detached and mysterious?
Imagine! What if they fall
in love with you?
Then you get to see their smile,
what they look like without their glasses,
and how cute they look
when they're embarrassed –
all these things that no one else gets to see. Just you.
Ah, how sweet! How special! How
selfish.
I'm sorry,
it must have hurt when they didn't
catch you and left you
bleeding and broken beyond repair.
But be bitter not.
Nothing ever comes for free anymore;
You are now only paying the price for
falling and failing to figure out
that you have been
selfishly expecting someone to be
someone that they are not.
The first time I met you,
I started with "what if" too.
But as we got closer, oh my God,
as we got closer,
I started wanting instead:
I want to hold your hand
and feel your pulse,
I want to wake up next to you
every morning,
and every mourning
when I'm broken and falling apart,
I want to be embraced by you
so gently
yet at the same time
so tightly
that it just…
puts me back together.
Hey… I'm done
living my life imagining
what it would be like to
meet someone like you.
You're here...
You are finally here…
Ah... I can now let go of “what ifs”
and start embracing “what is.”
I guess this is the part where I say
I love you --
even though you steal all the blanket,
even though there are days
when you can only love
yourself, and
even though you turned out to be completely
different from what I expected.
Fear not, because this time,
there is no way you can ever let me
down.
Show me a hundred sides of you
that you think will change my mind
and I will show you
a hundred reasons why
I can never love you
less
now that I know you
more.
― suishima, What Is.
see that person? That one who looks so detached and mysterious?
Imagine! What if they fall
in love with you?
Then you get to see their smile,
what they look like without their glasses,
and how cute they look
when they're embarrassed –
all these things that no one else gets to see. Just you.
Ah, how sweet! How special! How
selfish.
I'm sorry,
it must have hurt when they didn't
catch you and left you
bleeding and broken beyond repair.
But be bitter not.
Nothing ever comes for free anymore;
You are now only paying the price for
falling and failing to figure out
that you have been
selfishly expecting someone to be
someone that they are not.
The first time I met you,
I started with "what if" too.
But as we got closer, oh my God,
as we got closer,
I started wanting instead:
I want to hold your hand
and feel your pulse,
I want to wake up next to you
every morning,
and every mourning
when I'm broken and falling apart,
I want to be embraced by you
so gently
yet at the same time
so tightly
that it just…
puts me back together.
Hey… I'm done
living my life imagining
what it would be like to
meet someone like you.
You're here...
You are finally here…
Ah... I can now let go of “what ifs”
and start embracing “what is.”
I guess this is the part where I say
I love you --
even though you steal all the blanket,
even though there are days
when you can only love
yourself, and
even though you turned out to be completely
different from what I expected.
Fear not, because this time,
there is no way you can ever let me
down.
Show me a hundred sides of you
that you think will change my mind
and I will show you
a hundred reasons why
I can never love you
less
now that I know you
more.
― suishima, What Is.
Being a sensitive person costs you a lot, you always try to hide your feelings, you always pretend that nothing happened in order not to be labeled as dramatic, nobody knows how details hurt you, nobody knows how much you will overthink a word told by a beloved person, nobody will ever understand how those tiny actions matter.❤️🩹