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“Well?” is what he said.
I just stood there gawping like a fool. I think I could hear the sound of dripping water in a very large cavern.
“Are you coming or going?”
I remained silent. I had never seen what I thought I was seeing. I guess in that moment I was confused.
“Look, you can go back if you like. I haven’t got eternity to wait while you dither.”
I was dithering. I knew it but couldn’t handle it. It was a big decision, so I couldn’t speak. Dipping his oar into the cold, dark waters, the boat started to turn away from me and the hound of my dreams remained chained.
“See you sometime soon when you are ready.”
He called over his shoulder as the sound of growling merged with that oar parting the waters. I never knew that the divide was so wide, but what really struck me was that going there was optional. The ferryman had a kind face and there was no pressure from him, just impatience.
Away he rowed into the darkness under that cavernous roof that made for a sky. There was no horizon. But does depth have an ending point, and if so, what with?
I guess I knew but couldn’t be honest with myself to face it. Standing there in that in-between place (or was it a time), I couldn’t see, but I knew that over there blood boils and eternity ends.
Lifting my head, I felt cold sweat upon my back and face. My hands had become numb and feelingless. A strange sound was drumming in waves in my ears and all I could think was that I was regaining consciousness.
Lights flickered in my eyes and a voice said, “Well, you had a close shave. We thought we’d lost you.”
I now know that I was upon a stretcher leaving that busy pub. They discharged me the next day with a bandage upon my hand from where Cerberus had held me gripped in one of his three jaws and was dragging me towards the boat.
The paramedics had kept asking why my clothes were saturated when I had been sat in the dry of that very old public house that stands next to the Church of Lost Souls.
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“Well?” is what he said.
I just stood there gawping like a fool. I think I could hear the sound of dripping water in a very large cavern.
“Are you coming or going?”
I remained silent. I had never seen what I thought I was seeing. I guess in that moment I was confused.
“Look, you can go back if you like. I haven’t got eternity to wait while you dither.”
I was dithering. I knew it but couldn’t handle it. It was a big decision, so I couldn’t speak. Dipping his oar into the cold, dark waters, the boat started to turn away from me and the hound of my dreams remained chained.
“See you sometime soon when you are ready.”
He called over his shoulder as the sound of growling merged with that oar parting the waters. I never knew that the divide was so wide, but what really struck me was that going there was optional. The ferryman had a kind face and there was no pressure from him, just impatience.
Away he rowed into the darkness under that cavernous roof that made for a sky. There was no horizon. But does depth have an ending point, and if so, what with?
I guess I knew but couldn’t be honest with myself to face it. Standing there in that in-between place (or was it a time), I couldn’t see, but I knew that over there blood boils and eternity ends.
Lifting my head, I felt cold sweat upon my back and face. My hands had become numb and feelingless. A strange sound was drumming in waves in my ears and all I could think was that I was regaining consciousness.
Lights flickered in my eyes and a voice said, “Well, you had a close shave. We thought we’d lost you.”
I now know that I was upon a stretcher leaving that busy pub. They discharged me the next day with a bandage upon my hand from where Cerberus had held me gripped in one of his three jaws and was dragging me towards the boat.
The paramedics had kept asking why my clothes were saturated when I had been sat in the dry of that very old public house that stands next to the Church of Lost Souls.
©️CHSpeare
🥀••••
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When you selflessly sacrifice something and instead of acknowledging your efforts, people misunderstand you.🍁
And there comes a phase when you feel everything is pointless.
When you are so exhausted of trying and trying every single time with a reinstated faith but fail each time with a more devastating effect than the previous attempt so much so that you are forced to conclude that it is futile to even attempt. When watching inspirational stories of others fills you with anger and rage rather than motivation. When you read stories and novels and watch movies with happy endings and feel that it is unreal and can never happen to you at least. When you ruminate over the conclusion of everything without even beginning a single task because of the overwhelming depression like a Tsunami in your head forcing you to just lay on your bed and do nothing. When no matter who you talk to, you feel nothing. When thoughts of death and termination are more likely than anything else. When the feeling of loneliness, incompetence, worthlessness, vanity and lack of love is bursting your head to such an extent that any movement and any action around you is detestable. When you think that death is ultimate and everything you do is just pointless.
When you are so exhausted of trying and trying every single time with a reinstated faith but fail each time with a more devastating effect than the previous attempt so much so that you are forced to conclude that it is futile to even attempt. When watching inspirational stories of others fills you with anger and rage rather than motivation. When you read stories and novels and watch movies with happy endings and feel that it is unreal and can never happen to you at least. When you ruminate over the conclusion of everything without even beginning a single task because of the overwhelming depression like a Tsunami in your head forcing you to just lay on your bed and do nothing. When no matter who you talk to, you feel nothing. When thoughts of death and termination are more likely than anything else. When the feeling of loneliness, incompetence, worthlessness, vanity and lack of love is bursting your head to such an extent that any movement and any action around you is detestable. When you think that death is ultimate and everything you do is just pointless.
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And so did he.
He kept it hid
And so did she.
They searched for blue
Their whole life through,
Then passed right by-
And never knew.”
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