"I have lost it all and have nothing to give you. Even the love in my heart, dried up from these countless betrayals. Do I still have the right to ask you to stay? Even if it's going to end in ruins ?"

"Funny how we keep worrying about all the problems in the world, racking our heads for something, that ends in nothing. The world maybe full of problems and so is life. Maybe everything we do is meaningless the moment we take our last breath. Nothing matters anymore. We will just be sacks of meat, nothing more, nothing less.
Then why is it so hard to sit under the endless sea of stars and love someone without a reason, without worrying about consequences, when we still have time?

It's fine, even if it ends in nothing. Everything comes to end, but the same end gives birth to a new beginning."

~@Nyx_thinks
#littlestories #scribble

"Trying to love someone with a pure heart is like walking on water. It's not the fear of rejection or being torn apart that kills you. It's the ineffable wave of emotions that draws you in till you can no longer breath. It becomes suffocating to wear your heart on your sleeves while you can't even know, what's going through their mind.
It's the fear of sinking in the unknown that leaves you broken and bruised."

~@Nyx_thinks
#Atuneofbrokenhearts

[ Empress of Ashes ]

Bowing her head slightly, she put the bouquet of White Lilies on the grave stone and lit the small candel sitting beside it.

"An Empire....." her voice trembled. Her eyes were dark, a door to her withered soul. As if finally letting all the weight on her shoulder go, her eyes filled with tears overflowed and the quite cementary was filled with cries.

" I built and Empire, my dreams did come true but at the price of losing my greatest treasures."

Her shoulders slumped as if the sky has fallen on them. She waited and hoped that maybe she will feel the same warmth of those beautiful hands of her cherrished ones, but none came.

All that was left was .....
An Empire build on bloodshed and An Empress of Ashes.

#draft #Atuneofbrokenhearts #scribble


~@Nyx_thinks

[ Tired Eyes ]

As the sky falls
And the night is near,
I close my eyes
And embrace my fears.
As the darkness consumes
My whole being,
My consious fades,
My demons rise abonding.
Let me sleep,
For a little longer,
Cherrish the beautiful silence,
A little more.

I'll wake up in the morning,
When the darkness fades,
I'll be there for you,
Remembering all my shades.
Just for while,
Let me be, by myself again,
I'm tired of pretending,
Behind these curtains,
I'm tired of the rain.


Like the new moon,
I have lost my light for a little while now.
[ So let me sleep, for little while.
I'll be fine again, When the morning comes.]

~@Nyx_thinks

May the light guide you further,
May the shadows protect your soul.
May your voice reach the universe,
And May You find the strength to walk your path, stronger than before.
May the New year bring blessings of happiness for you.

Dear Stranger ❤️

Happy New Year !! 🥂

"Cherrished you with all my heart,
Still you failed to play your only part,
I bloomed and grew even in the blood-stained land,
the warmth I craved, was the reason I withered in your hands."

#scribble #random.

~@Nyx_thinks.

"Can't you see through my eyes, how far gone I am? I am not even left in ruins to see it till the end. If these voices in my head are truly mine, then I would gladly prefer the silence. Jumping on this drowning ship of mine, with your sword drawn high, trying to be my savior. Save yourself first and foremost Darling, because there is no saving me from hell."

~@Nyx_thinks

#agony #Atuneofbrokenhearts

To lies on you lips,
To scar on my skin,
To the defiance in your heart,
That keeps on tearing me apart.
Let's say goodbye.
On our own,
From something special to strangers again.

#random. #scribble

"Sometimes it's hard to see. The line for the end of the day becomes so blury, as if I have reached my Doom. The dawn seems to be lost in time. The darkness engulfs me as if I was it's child, consuming me whole."

#scribble

"If I wish on thee,
pray to the absolute one,
Can I go back in time and place,
Where I desire to undo my deeds ?"

#scribble

"A Rose to the lonely ones,
Light to the lost.
A hug to the kid in the corner,
Sitting alone in the class.

Rest to the tired eyes,
Working off day and night.
Hope to ones who lost it,
To the ones who have given up on it all.

It's alright to be standing or sitting alone,
after all,
At the end of the day, we are all we have got. A home to our lost selves. "


@Nyx_thinks

I will keep you warm,
through these cold winter nights,
Far apart from the wolves in the dark,
Tightly safe and sound in my arms.

I will heal,
The scars on your skin,
Those from the battle,
Even the wounds on your heart.

I will hear your secrets,
You can talk to me all night long,
I will take them to my grave,
And maybe you can hear some of mine along.

I will be your home,
Even if the clouds turn dark and blue.
You can run to me,
If your demons get too scary to handle and you have no clue.

It's fine.
I'll love you.
Even if your hair turns Grey,
And Your skin is wrinkled.
Even with all your broken pieces.

The only thing I ask of you, Darling :

I'll light them back if your eyes lose their shine,
Just cherrish me with the same love,
with these imperfections of mine.

@Nyx_thinks

#love #longpoetry #scribble

She has hazel eyes,
Filled with hope.
As if the dawn has ascended in them.
Far from mine, filled with despair and blue.

Her smile is like the dawn,
Bringer of spring.
While My lips are empty,
Just like an autumn breeze.

She is the Clear sky,
I'm the rainy day,
She lived through the storm,
While I lost my way.

She is the part of me,
I killed with my own hands.
She is the piece of me,
That died living up to expectations and fulfilling demands.

@Nyx_thinks
#random. #littlestories

"Don't Break my walls,
If you do not wish to stay.
I don't wanna build something,
Just to see it fall part."

#scribble

"𝐻𝑜𝑤 𝑠𝒉𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝐼 𝑔𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑣𝑒?
𝑊𝒉𝑒𝑛 𝑡𝒉𝑒 𝑠𝑢𝑛 𝑔𝑜𝑒𝑠 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛,
𝑀𝑦 𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑠 𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑠𝑒.
𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑛'𝑡 𝑠𝒉𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑠,
𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑒 𝑐𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠,
𝐸𝑥𝑐𝑒𝑝𝑡 𝑚𝑦 𝑒𝑦𝑒𝑠.

𝑇𝒉𝑒 𝑣𝑜𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑚𝑦 𝒉𝑒𝑎𝑑,
𝑠𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐶𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑟𝑜𝑙𝑠.
𝐼𝑡 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑖𝑟𝑒𝑠,
𝐴𝑛 𝑂𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑎 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑒𝑙𝑎𝑛𝑐𝒉𝑜𝑙𝑦 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑐𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠.
𝐸𝑎𝑐𝒉 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑑 𝑡𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑠 𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡,
𝑊𝑖𝑡𝒉 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑚𝑒𝑙𝑜𝑑𝑦,
𝐼 𝑑𝑖𝑒 𝑎 𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑜𝑛 𝑡𝒉𝑒 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒.

𝑊𝒉𝑒𝑛 𝑡𝒉𝑒 𝑁𝑖𝑔𝒉𝑡 𝑓𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑠,
𝑇𝒉𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑 𝒉𝑎𝑠 𝑔𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑞𝑢𝑖𝑡𝑒,
𝑀𝑦 𝑒𝑦𝑒𝑠 𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑟 𝑜𝑛 𝑡𝒉𝑒 𝐶𝑒𝑖𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔,
𝑁𝑢𝑚𝑏𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑦 𝑒𝑚𝑜𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠.

𝑇𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑀𝑒,
𝐻𝑜𝑤 𝑠𝒉𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝐼 𝑠𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚?
𝐼𝑓 𝑀𝑦 𝑉𝑜𝑖𝑐𝑒 𝒉𝑎𝑠 𝐷𝑖𝑒𝑑.
𝐹𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑤𝒉𝑜𝑚 𝑠𝒉𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝐼 𝑟𝑢𝑛,
𝐼𝑓 𝐼'𝑚 𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑜𝑤𝑛 𝑐𝒉𝑎𝑖𝑛𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑏𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑠?"


@Nyx_thinks

#Atuneofbrokenhearts #shortpoetry

'An Empty House'

He is an angle,
Fallen from grace.
Bearing all the pain,
With a smile on his face.

She is a beautiful flower,
That brings smile to everyone's face.
She cries silently at nights,
Won't bother you with her worries.
She is afraid of being in anyone's way,
A flower that slowly withered away.

He is quite prideful,
Don't wants to be a laughing fool.
He won't say a word unless needed,
He is fine silently watching from the sidelines.

If only for once,
She raised her voice.
If only for once,
He spilled his secrets,
And didn't tried to hide.

She died in silence,
While his eyes were blinded by pride,
In the same house,
The distance was quite long and Wide.

They were perfect for each other,
Still a stranger to one another.

~Nyx thinks
#littlestories #Atuneofbrokenhearts