i feel a warmth within me , but my head , it is spinning , my back , turned from the world , cold and desolation surround me , creeping closer each time i blink , still , my heart beats . slow , cautious and low . can this warmth within me still grow ?

𖧗ʿʿ 🖇 @bilahatiberkata ♡︎

here's to the women that had the strength to lift the roots from underneath them and plant their wounded hearts facing a new light .

𖧗ʿʿ 🖇 @bilahatiberkata ♡︎

and some days i forget , what it is to be gentle with myself - how to look at myself with kind eyes and speak to myself with soft words . forget that i am my home and a temple worthy of worship .

𖧗ʿʿ 🖇 @bilahatiberkata ♡︎

i am sorry , but this is my time . the time i choose to be selfish . the time that i need to turn within to tend and nurture - to bear white flags across the battlefield that i have allowed my body to become . i have turned away ( inwards ) not because i have any less love for the world around me , but because i am focusing on finding more love for myself .

𖧗ʿʿ 🖇 @bilahatiberkata ♡︎

i do not need the kind of love , that is draining . i want someone who energises me .

𖧗ʿʿ 🖇 @bilahatiberkata ♡︎

𖧗ʿʿ 🖇 @bilahatiberkata ♡̶

i’m a very private person . you don’t ask , i don’t tell actually , even if you ask . MIND YOUR BUSINESS .

𖧗ʿʿ 🖇 @bilahatiberkata ♡̶

no , i didn’t change . i just learned a lot .

𖧗ʿʿ 🖇 @bilahatiberkata ♡̶

i hope karma slaps you in the face before i do .

𖧗ʿʿ 🖇 @bilahatiberkata ♡̶

i may not be perfect but at least i'm not you .

𖧗ʿʿ 🖇 @bilahatiberkata ♡̶

happiness isn't found in work , people or places but it does found in peace of mind .

𖧗ʿʿ 🖇 @bilahatiberkata ♡̶

just hearing your name makes me smile like an idiot .

𖧗ʿʿ 🖇 @bilahatiberkata ♡̶

focus on yourself first doesn't mean you are selfish . there are a lot of reasons behind it .

𖧗ʿʿ 🖇 @bilahatiberkata ♡̶

i wish that i could stop thinking about you , but it is impossible to get you out of my mind lately .

𖧗ʿʿ 🖇 @bilahatiberkata ♡̶

being silent is a great way to let someone know they did something wrong .

𖧗ʿʿ 🖇 @bilahatiberkata ♡̶

it’s amazing how quickly your mood can change , how deep your heart can sink and how much one person can affect you .

𖧗ʿʿ 🖇 @bilahatiberkata ♡̶

silence and smile are two powerful tools .

smile is the way to solve many problems and silence is the way to avoid many problems .

𖧗ʿʿ 🖇 @bilahatiberkata ♡̶

if people are jealous of you , use your strongest weapon of kindness to face them .

𖧗ʿʿ 🖇 @bilahatiberkata ♡̶

if you don't fight for what you want , don't cry for what you lost .

𖧗ʿʿ 🖇 @bilahatiberkata ♡̶

people love you until they dont care about you .

𖧗ʿʿ 🖇 @bilahatiberkata ♡̶