“to pretend that everything is fine will not heal your broken heart.”

this sadness is the only thing i have now, how can i let this go??

one step forward and twenty steps back. It never gets better, ever.

guess who’s finally content with life and not suffering from depression anymore it ain’t me but they out there.

somewhere.

“I feel like I’m a no one, that’s what they told me”

~lil peep.

my abandonment issues manifest in a way that makes me too available, and go above and beyond for someone who wouldn’t do the same for me.

i can’t exist without hurting everyone around me.

the fact that i exist literally pisses me off sometimes.

i cannot even describe to you sadness that sits on my chest at all time.

i have bullshitted my way through almost two decades of life.

you eventually realize who’s worth it and who’s not.

"don't speak ill of the dead" don't be a piece of shit before you die.

🎼 you broke me first from you broke me first - Single
🎤 by Tate McRae

You broke me first

Maybe you don't like talkin' too much about yourself
But you should've told me
That you were thinking 'bout someone else
You're drunk at a party
Or maybe it's just that your car broke down
Your phone's been off for a couple of months
So you're callin' me now

I know you, you're like this
When shit don't go your way
You needed me to fix it
And like me, I did
But I ran out of every reason

Now suddenly, you're askin' for it back
Could you tell me, where'd you get the nerve?
Yeah, you could say you miss all that we had
But I don't really care how bad it hurts
When you broke me first
You broke me first

Took a while, I was in denial when I first heard
That you moved on quicker than I could've ever
You know that hurt
Swear, for a while, I would stare at my phone
Just to see your name
But now that it's there, I don't really know what to say

I know you, you're like this
When shit don't go your way
You needed me to fix it
And like me, I did
But I ran out of every reason

Now suddenly, you're askin' for it back
Could you tell me, where'd you get the nerve?
Yeah, you could say you miss all that we had
But I don't really care how bad it hurts
When you broke me first
You broke me first

What did you think would happen?
What did you think would happen?
I'll never let you have it
What did you think would happen?

Now suddenly, you're askin' for it back
Could you tell me, where'd you get the nerve?
Yeah, you could say you miss all that we had
But I don't really care how bad it hurts
When you broke me first
You broke me first

(You broke me first)
You broke me first



Writer(s): Blake Harnage, Tate Mcrae, Victoria Zaro


🎼 you broke me first from you broke me first - Single

You don’t know what I’m capable of, you don’t know what I’ve done.