Can't believe I let you fooled me

Stop self diagnosing and seek professional help to get better👍

In my opinion, time doesn't heal things.
Time passes by, and so does your problem. It goes away as your time passes by. Trust the process!

Loving you used to feel like dancing in the rain,
Feels weightless in the heart against the world,
Not caring about the consequences of getting sick after,
Let the trickle of water splashes on the fragile skin,

You hold me in your arms and makes me feel safe,
Free to roam around the world with a smile on my face.

As time goes by things have changed,
The smile turned to a frown,
The heart stings everytime your notification popped up,
Eyes slowly starts to water as the ache elevate.

Worst is I blame myself for the pain,
Cause I know it's not your fault that I feel this way,
You didn't choose to hurt me,
I didn't choose to make you feel pain,
That would be the last thing I want you to feel.

I guess we both didn't know what's best for us,
We're both too selfish with ourselves,
So we kept hurting each other rather than being alone,
Holding on to the broken connection,
We stay even if it hurts us both.

Losing my sanity,
Stuck between wanting you back or wanting to be alone,
I guess if i leave first,
Only then I will never be left.

I should be happy, but instead I feel nothing. I feel a lot of nothing these days. I've cried a few times, but mostly I'm empty..

Why do I have to wake up and always feel sad?

If being hard on yourself works, it would have work by now.

Sometimes when it rains, it pours. But there will always be a rainbow after a storm

I see sadness in your eyes

I see a Technicolor shadow
Underneath your window
Just in case you don't know
I can see it
You cast an unfamiliar day glow
Different than what I know
Shining like a halo
I can feel it

~ 🎶 Stranger things (Kygo)

Feels like I will be alone forever

Assalamualaikum, Eid Mubarak to our Muslim sisters and brothers 💗 how's it going?

So many people yet I feel so lonely

All of this is making me tired

there's gotta be at least one reason to stay.... alive.

Hey. If you're reading this, just know that I'm somewhere in the world, and we don't even have to know each other, but I'd really give you a long comfy hug. I know you've been through a lot. Wish I could comfort you 💗

listen, I'd rather read your texts than attend your funeral. so tell me, what's up?