#memoire best.love.in.my.whole.life.ever. i had an ex, its been 2 years and i actually still can't get over her.. she's my standar for partner now.. she's everything i want, she's my world. But i let her go cuz of my immature, i wish i could see her again, just once, give me one more chance please, and i wont let you go again, ever.

#Memoire. @VINFNY.

Our meeting was unintentional. But I don't regret meeting you. At first I thought you would be a nonchalant person 😂 but turns out i was wrong. I think it's because I'm too charming, right?

Hari-hari sama pini will be forever colorful and cheerful. Udah se-ngejreng rambutnya tuh, bisa mewarnai hari seluruh manusia di dunia kali tuh and I'm glad i was part of it 😜 even tho sometimes kita bickering dan ancamannya pake sepeda kesayangan masing-masing, rasa sayang ini tak akan pudar pini my aydol (alahsiaboi 🤙) musikkkkk.

#Memoire To my dearest, my beloved Je. @sjylus

When the peoples say about us, I don't care. Sometimes we together, we can do it anything. What's your like, and what's I like. I always waiting you in here. Don't afraid if I leave you, okay? I didn't that. Cause I'm falling love love love and love with you.

I love when you hug me with your love. I always love what you do to me. And I always happy when you treat me better. I'm so lucky to have you. You too, right? You say that to me then. I love you, and you love me. I know you, and you know me. I have you, and you have me. Am I wrong? It's that true. I believe you, and always believe you. Your Z, Your EL, Your Love.

Our memory, it's always good.

#Memoire @jLayla honestly i don't know how i feel about you, Läe. My first impression about you waktu pertama ketemu kamu mangkal itu aku kira kamu tipikal portrayer Layla yang fomo doang terus Matthias obsessed, i was so pissed off to see your appearance at the first place (SORRY 😭) but then you hit me up sayin I'm cool and i think i could give a chance. But then i shocked to know your real persona, i didn't thought you're cool in person and actually lock in to your character 😭 even a Matthias haters LMAO (ok sorry pt.2 let's not talk about him no mo 🤐) you're cool, you're amazing, humble, come on girl take those compliment and swallow it because YOU'RE DESERVE THE FLATTER! And ya to be honest i hate everytime you said you wanted to go lrp girl we cannot lose another diva. I guess this hatred turned into adoration ya what in enemy to friendship trope is this but I LOVE YOU LÄETRIDJE!!! I CAN LISTEN TO YOU YAP ABOUT COBYB!!!! HIDUP PEREMPUAN YANG MENAWAN DAN MELAWAN!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚

#MEMOIRE. I know you are likely fast asleep, wrapped in the comfort of slumber, but if by chance you awaken, I hope you’ll take a moment to read this little letter I’ve penned just for my dearest @Xiaoshl. I hope it brings a smile to your face, just as you bring joy to my life. Sleep well, my love, and know that you are always in my heart.

#Memoire

I met this Alhaitham portrayer two years ago, I think somewhere in January 2023?? I was the one who reached out to him first, because I've never seen an Alhaitham rp-ers at that time and I was beyond excited... I didn't expect us to be somewhat close? I'd say we're prettyyy close.

We immediately clicked, like, less than a week. We became sooo, so close. He was very kind to me, sweet and always listening to me and all that. I was more childish than I am now, and I wonder how did he find the energy to listen to me? For a few months it was alright, it was nice. Until one day I kinda ruined it, I was too childish and blablabla... I just hope he will forgive me someday and I still regret my actions to this day, and sometimes I wonder does he still hate me? He probably already forgot about me... Anyway, imy so bad lmao...

#Memoire, pas LaCharite kemarin aku masih sempet ngasih kamu mf. Eh sekarang beda event udah putus aja hehe. I'm not regret it sih, but I hope you'll be able to know, how to love someone better :]

#Memoire Hello, this is for my bestfriend, @Vhoyo. Terima kasih sudah mau temenan sama aku, you've always been there for me even at my lowest. Aku harap pertemanan kita bakal terus dipenuhi dengan kebahagiaan ya ^^

#memoire I miss you, I really miss you. andai kamu tau kalau aku sebenernya emang masih mikirin kamu, bahkan bisa setiap hari mikirin kamu. udah 3/4 bulan semenjak kita putus ya? kita masih suka chatan sedikit di anon tapi terakhir kamu ga bales aku, aku juga gamau rechat karena takut ganggu. sampai tiba2 beberapa hari lalu kamu chat aku lagi, bahkan ngajak chatan di rc lagi, rasanya campur aduk. aku seneng, kangen dan mau ngobrol. tapi aku takut bergantung lagi ke kamu kalau dikasih even sedikit harapan. padahal aku udah hampir mau lepasin kamu, like "yaudah, biasa aja ke dia" tapi besokan aku mikir gitu kamu datang lagi. bahkan kamu bawa harapan ke aku. aku harus gimana? aku bingung harus menyikapi kamu seperti apa. karena aku gatau kamu aslinya memang beneran kayak yang kamu bilang (kangen aku, dan masih mikirin aku juga) like I did atau engga. aku bingung, mau nanya juga pasti looks nya kayak "kenapasih nanya, ex doang." Tapi gimana.. I'm so confused. but i know for sure that my heart still wants you, but the question is.. how about you, kak?

#Memoire.
To my lovely friends, PDI & CEMUT members yang ga bisa gua sebutin satu satu.
I miss you guys, gua kangen banget sama kalian. Semua hal udah dilalui, Seneng, Sedih, Marah, Ketawa, ya gituan deh kwwkw.

Gua kangen main sama kalian. Mafia yang terlalu serius, Uno, Gartic, dan game lain, ah.. bener bener kangen banget. Ga lupa event yang selalu out of the box. duh..

hmm ya intinya PDI & CEMUT yang baca ini, have a nice day yaa! ily

#memoire for the best trio sayur mayur while I was in roleplay, even if now you guys have left me alone in that trio, I'm still here, if one day you guys want to come back, I'm still the same

#Memoire
He did not answer my last call,
Of course he did not.

Even after months, I still cannot accept the fact that we are not together anymore. You will be okay, of course you will. But how about me? Can we talk about me and these feelings of mine?

I need you like how plants need the sunlight to live, no one actually cares yet I can’t live without you, my treasure.

#Memoire if i were a man, i would gladly be a sinner just to be with you.