when i tell people that i have borderline personality disorder. they just think i have multiples personalities. they see me as someone that's abusive and dangerous. but what bpd really is unhealed trauma and trauma responses. having bpd is having a constant fear that people are gonna abandon you. it's having very intense emotions. it's regularly questions who the fuck you are. its having trouble maintaining relationships. feeling empty and numb all the time. its feeling angry irritable. but not knowing how to stop those feelings. its having severe dissociation and paranoia. its having daily impulses and self destructed behavior. if you saw what we had to endure every single day. maybe you'd realize how hard this fight really is
you're my moon he's your star and i'm just telescope watching the both of you shining together.
these feelings will not be forever so let me look at you until my feelings for you will fade away