emotional rollercoaster bo'ldi bugungi kunim. lekin kun oxiri yaxshi yakun topganidan xursandman. ko'p narsalar o'zgarib ketdi. endi hech nima oldingidek bo'lmasligini ham anglab turibman. lekin, menga farqi ham yo'q. fuck everything and live your life while you can. lekin to'grisini aytsam, charchadim. uyqim kelyapti. good night🐻❄️
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masalan, matemdan bir tonna topshirig'im yig'ilib yotipti. lekin qigim kelmayapti. kun bo'yi vizaga dokument qilib yugurib charchadim. yo', menam mnde odamga o'xshab ano' shirin sasiydigan shamlarni yoqib qoyib, qizil vinodan quyib, Erik Satini eshiteeb, qora choydan simireeeb o'tirishga haqim bormi yo'qmi o'zi?
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va keyin men sutli choy tayyorlab dars qilishga qaror qildim like a good boy that i am ☝️☺️
bcuz i deserve
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bcuz i deserve
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Bahor Valsi
Bahor Valsi
siz azizlar guvohligingizda Navro'zga 120 kun qolganini tantanali ravishda e'lon qilaman!
yayyyy!!🥳🥳🥳
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yayyyy!!🥳🥳🥳
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i'm tired. and sick. and tired. i just want 5 million dollars and a long vacation in galapagos or bali or at least istanbul. am i asking for too much, dear god????
why can't i just get lots of money without working or A+ grades without studying??? just why not? i don't want to do this any more ㅠㅠㅠ i just want to go to sleep or eat ice cream. yes i'll just go and grab some ice cream. maybe it helps
so i know this guy. he's korean and he said he recently bought a land just outside the city where i live. he wants to build a cozy little house and a farm there. just so that he can be self sufficient. he said he hated every single job he did so far. now he wants to live a peaceful life in the countryside. i lowkey envied him to be honest. bcuz he's brave to actually get what he wanted in this life. and there's me over here. complaining and crying like the little bitch that i am.
now i should buy a land in the countryside too lol or a car. yes i'll buy a car
now i should buy a land in the countryside too lol or a car. yes i'll buy a car
i mean my life is a dream for many. and yet i still feel like a peace of shit sometimes. maybe im just too burntout. i dont know. i need a break. or else i'll lose my shit very soon. and on top of it all, i got flu. i'm really hoping its flu. or god forbid if its the ''you know what i mean'' disease... 🥲 jesus christ binni maryam! i'll just go straight to hell viza free🥲
and thanks for coming to my drama session. it really helped honestly hehe)) i'm some indian level drama queen sometimes hihi
see you in next drama therapy sessions!
see you in next drama therapy sessions!
so, anyway. let's have a story time
so, there's this guy i talk to. he's nice and smart but... there's one "but''... he's a business student (and so am i. but its a different story). well, he studies MBA at korea's No1 business school. you can admire him, honestly. and everyone likes him for that matter. but still, for me he's just a typical business student. the way he talks and behaves is so generic for his field. and thanks to which he is often the victim of my teasings. sometimes i take it too far. and yet he just keeps listening with a smile.
let me explain. sometimes i really feel cringe when he uses his business lingo with me. the other day i finally asked him not to use the bullshit words like "success", "achieve" or "try hard" while he's with me. it just sounds so fake and cringe. and yet he never gets offended and most importantly he clearly knows im right hehe and i like that
so the moral of the story: i dont know. i just dont like business students. they're fake as fuck, tho im one of them. hehe
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so, there's this guy i talk to. he's nice and smart but... there's one "but''... he's a business student (and so am i. but its a different story). well, he studies MBA at korea's No1 business school. you can admire him, honestly. and everyone likes him for that matter. but still, for me he's just a typical business student. the way he talks and behaves is so generic for his field. and thanks to which he is often the victim of my teasings. sometimes i take it too far. and yet he just keeps listening with a smile.
let me explain. sometimes i really feel cringe when he uses his business lingo with me. the other day i finally asked him not to use the bullshit words like "success", "achieve" or "try hard" while he's with me. it just sounds so fake and cringe. and yet he never gets offended and most importantly he clearly knows im right hehe and i like that
so the moral of the story: i dont know. i just dont like business students. they're fake as fuck, tho im one of them. hehe
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can money buy happiness?
no it cant. thats obvious. because, happienes is a state of mind, not a tangible object. but it can buy you a lot of things that can reduce your everyday stress levels and bring you some peace of mind. it can also buy you one of the most valuable things you can have - your time. with it you don't have to wait in ordinary lines, don't have to deal with low quality services or products, you can actually buy faster and better services. you can also improve your health with an access to better healthcare and high quality and healthy food and products. it can also reduce your stress and worries in everyday life, as it can solve all your financial problems which are the main causes of stress. once you've eliminated the majority of your problems and worries, life seems way easier and more enjoyable. you will have more time to spend with the people you love and to do the things you enjoy.
on the other hand, with poor management, money can also destroy your life beyond expectations. abusing money without considering the consequences can have numerous negative effects in the long run which you will definitely regret. just like having little or no money can depress your life, not being able to manage it with care when available in abundance, can also influence your life negatively. therefore, do your research on how to handle money and educate yourself in the ways of financial intelligence. with enough knowledge you can increase your wealth and by that imrove your life too.
happy reading!
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no it cant. thats obvious. because, happienes is a state of mind, not a tangible object. but it can buy you a lot of things that can reduce your everyday stress levels and bring you some peace of mind. it can also buy you one of the most valuable things you can have - your time. with it you don't have to wait in ordinary lines, don't have to deal with low quality services or products, you can actually buy faster and better services. you can also improve your health with an access to better healthcare and high quality and healthy food and products. it can also reduce your stress and worries in everyday life, as it can solve all your financial problems which are the main causes of stress. once you've eliminated the majority of your problems and worries, life seems way easier and more enjoyable. you will have more time to spend with the people you love and to do the things you enjoy.
on the other hand, with poor management, money can also destroy your life beyond expectations. abusing money without considering the consequences can have numerous negative effects in the long run which you will definitely regret. just like having little or no money can depress your life, not being able to manage it with care when available in abundance, can also influence your life negatively. therefore, do your research on how to handle money and educate yourself in the ways of financial intelligence. with enough knowledge you can increase your wealth and by that imrove your life too.
happy reading!
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no matter how much i try to keep my posts casual, i still end up with cocktail essays made of formal to academic register with a touch of informal jargon here and there, that, in no way sounds like a proper essay. anyway i tried to deliver my ideas and i hope i accomplished. even if i couldn't, its still my channel and im the boss! hihi🐻❄️
so you know, i've been reading Aciman's new sequel novel "Find Me" for quite awhile now. honestly, i've become a super slow reader lately and it's already been a couple months since i started this book. so far so good. somewhat it still has a subtle touch of ''Call Me By Your Name". however, it's a whole new story. and mostly heterosexual for that matter. or so i think after reading only half way through. anyway, the book promised a lot. but i couldn't really get to the point where it takes me back to Elio's romantic world. and this expectation is keeping me curious somehow. let's see what happens next.
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