ሲያጌጡ ይመላለጡ typa thing

The amount of times I cried

I feel like life would've been a lot easier if we just stopped pretending to be okay every time.

Like cry in front of your ex who dumped you. Cry in front of your boss who just fired you. Cry in front of people who hurt your feelings. Why are we holding back? ለማን ብለን? to not seem weak? They need to know you're hurting.

Give in, y'all. Accept help. It doesn't mean you lost.

I was just thinking እኛም እኮ ወደፊት ኑሮማ ድሮ ቀረ እንል ይሆናል 🤭

Imagine you're up and the robber in your house just sneezed

Do I run? Do I call 911? Do I say bless you?

Yes, I ask AI to explain things for me as if I am 10. And??? So???

Out here watching people around me achieve great stuff and growing into their dream self is just... ah! It's wonderful!

Also a little sad because the younger me could've sworn she would be the first to start the right path.

There, there, little girl. We can't be further away from it.

Or am I on the right path?

Hmm... it certainly doesn't feel like it 🤔

Anyways, እሱን ከማስታወቂያ በኋላ ምናየው ይሆናል! 😃☝️🏽

Wow, rude

I am a second year student already feeling tired of the research paper due my last semester.

This is what I meant

I have never had trouble starting something. In fact, I am crazy about new beginning. I love New Years. I know. It's lame. But it always felt like a second chance to clean up the mess of a person I was the year before. Endless second chances. I think it's this love I have for starting something (I should call it obsession) that made the idea of finishing anything seem impossible. I start something. I never really finish it. The excitement I have only lasts a few days. (It only stays for a day)

Now that I am in the age of where not finishing anything costs a whole lot, I have started finishing what I started. Yay me, right? Wrong. I have started seeing things through their end just for the sake of being done. I don't enjoy the process. I do a sloppy job. But I get it done... I never thought it would get any worse. I thought if I could just finish what I started just one time, all will be well.

All is not well.