At that point I had tried many times to die

If you're not afraid of death then think of the people who are very close to you

I have seen worse...

look

i have 3 failed suicides

I have 10

I am still thinking of one

what are you talking about

she literally rebuilt me from the shatters

now shes gone

im a light bulb without electricity now

No you're not

There is still hope man

too random

No

It's not random

You can even ask my best friend

I am very prone to committing suicides

yeah sure

look im annoying now leave me alone