If you lose me someday, remember me by looking at the sky. The air. The sun. And the moon.

Because I will always be by your side and you will never be without me. Even if it’s not with me, I’m in everything around you to ensure your safety and happiness.

I just want to hug myself and tell her, “that’s okay, you’re amazing”.

Funny or pathetic, couldn’t choose one.

I know how to leave people the fuck alone and act like they didn’t exist.

you realized that right now you only have yourself at certain times like this. so if you constantly blame yourself who will you have?

I love you so much. I love you like the world without the air, like the oceans without the water, the body without the blood, the moon without the lights. I cannot even imagine how my life would be if it’s not with you. I just wanted to spend my whole life with you. I wanted to tell you every part of my self. And I really wish I could meet you a little faster so that we could be together a little longer.

Huft, I’m still imagining what it must be like to be someone’s first choice?

Maybe in the end of the day, I only have myself to fight with, to be strong with and to stay with. I will keep this as long as i can, but if one day i surrendered, you will know why and you will know I’ve wrote about it.

Perhaps she is nothing like what you perceive her to be. You should be aware that she is a complete disaster, the most wretched person you will ever meet, and the most deserving person to have died.

I destroy my own life. I lose my self again. I’m out of control.