feeling pretty but then i remember that ive never been truly loved, never appreciated, never enough for him, never a priority, being used, being replaced by another girl,-knowing that there's always another girl

if love ever find me again, i hope it came from a man that doesn't make me beg for his love, and always there, whos willing to fight for me, a man who always stands up for me in front of others, a man whose words can be trusted, and a man who loves me sincerely.

always keep myself busy so that I don't have time to be sad, tapi itula penat betul.