nak patah hati tapi kita cantik, educated, setia, tak kisah hidup susah, tak friendly dengan lelaki lain, pandai masak, pandai baking, pandai makeupo pandai meniaga, penyayang, tak pernah layan laki orang walaupun sunyi , tak pernah bersaing dengan perempuan lain kecuali kau jahat, tak pernah give up walaupun rasa macam nak mati .
the right man will come with peace, not confusion. with plans, not promises . with nikah in mind , not temporary attachment.
ya allah, make my destined partner someone who treats me well, brings me closer to you, and takes my hand toward jannah.
kalau ada orang tanya apa yang I tengah buat sekarang, jawapannya mudah
I tengah bertahan dalam dunia yang tak selalu memihak . I cuba senyum, cuba kuat, tapi hakikatnya, ada hari yang rasa terlalu berat . I'm giving my best, tapi I dah berhenti berharap orang faham sebab tak semua luka boleh dilihat, tak semua cerita perlu dijelaskan . I just hope this year ends well, dengan sedikit kurang beban di hati . more than anything, I trust Allah's planning over mine sebab kalau ikut hati, dah lama I menyerah tetapi I percaya, setiap air mata yang jatuh tak pernah sia-sia . semoga ada kebahagiaan yang menanti, dan moga Allah gantikan setiap luka dengan ketenangan yang sebenar :)
I tengah bertahan dalam dunia yang tak selalu memihak . I cuba senyum, cuba kuat, tapi hakikatnya, ada hari yang rasa terlalu berat . I'm giving my best, tapi I dah berhenti berharap orang faham sebab tak semua luka boleh dilihat, tak semua cerita perlu dijelaskan . I just hope this year ends well, dengan sedikit kurang beban di hati . more than anything, I trust Allah's planning over mine sebab kalau ikut hati, dah lama I menyerah tetapi I percaya, setiap air mata yang jatuh tak pernah sia-sia . semoga ada kebahagiaan yang menanti, dan moga Allah gantikan setiap luka dengan ketenangan yang sebenar :)
when someone asks me what i want to do for a career buti literally just want to travel the globe, live on a sailboat, hike random trails, learn as many languages as i can, experience different cultures.
everytime i hear cheating issues, i remember how my world turned upside down the moment i found out that theres another girl. the way my hands are shaking, the sleepless nights and anxiety attacks. my instinct were right all along. that betrayal feeling never goes away. i still remember how painful that night was and how it made me kneel to God begging to take the pain away.
empathy burnout is real. after all these years of understanding the people around you, trying to put yourself on their situation, putting others first before yourself, and now youre drained and have became indifferent.
improving myself and my relationship with Allah because my future Husband deserves the best version of me.
when people thought i am picky nak lelaki kaya je, while i actually want a guy yang beragama, jaga aurat, jaga solat, jaga batas dengan perempuan, non-smoker, kind, emotional intelligence, responsible, provider i dont mind if tak kaya pun as long as cud provide basic needs)
If a woman acts like a mother in a relationship, it is because she is with a baby.
I tak sabar nak hadiahkan diri i sendiri masa birthday nanti . I nak beli kek fav i, nak beli bunga fav i, nak siap cantik cantik sebab i je sayang i sekarang ni.