Just so you could notice🖤

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@chaotic_piece

Watching your parents age has to be the most painful thing ever. Seeing how age has took a toll on them gives you guilt that maybe you haven't done enough as a child. Could i have been better? Could i have made better choices? Held back my needs to satisfy theres more.

Now they have wrinkles as storytellers. Continiously repeated stories....listening to them again and again and again because they tell you with the the same excitment. የዘመናት ጭንቀት የሳመው ሳቅ የከፈነው የእናቴ ፈገግታ "እህ" ቢባል ብዙ የሚናገረው አለው.....በትውስታ ከሚደጋገሙ ታሪኮች ውስጥ ያልተወራላቸው ብዙ ገድሎች አሉ.....ልጅ ከአመት አመት የተፈራረቀበት የእናቴ ማህፀን እናት በመሆን ውስጥ ለተረሳው ሴትነቷ የሚናገረው ይኖራል። I have understood that grief takes multiple forms. This anticipatory grief engulfes me as I sit between them talk. The grief that I wasn't present for what mattered and that I might not be too for the future ones. What remains?

ከእነሱ በላይ ዘመናትን የሚሻገሩ....ተጨብጠው የማይፀጨበጡ....ሽርፍራፊ ትዝታዎች.......

....love actually is all around.🖤

"Its one of the quietest and loneliest places in rome. The city has grown up around it over centuries. It feels like a precious wound a heartbreak you can't let go of because it hurts too good. We all want things to stay the same. Settle for living in misery because we are afraid of changing,of things crumbling to ruins. Then i looked around in this place and the chaos it endured. The way it has been burned,adapted,pilaged then found a way to build itself backup again. And i was reassured maybe my life hasn't been so chaotic. Its just the world that is and the only trap is getting attached to any of it. Ruin is a gift. Ruin is a road to transformation. Even in this endless city Augestum showed me that we must always be prepared for endless waves of transformation. Both of us deserve better than staying together because we are afraid what we would destroy if we don't"
                                        ~Eat pray love

"Is this really the world? Shall i grieve? Shall i hope?"

There is something peaceful about loving you.🖤

"On purpose!love people on purpose! Find someone wonderful and love them and tell them it wasn't an accident,you had a choice. You saw who they were and realized how lovely it would be to love them and it is!!!I made a good decision!I love you on purpose!"