i dont know about others, but im feeling kinda numb. like emotionally numb. you know what i mean. well yes im functioning like a normal member of the society (maybe more than just normal); studying, meeting friends, going to work, being cheerful everyday. but its all happening without a single emotion at all. i can be the life of the party, i can make everyone laugh, i may be cheerful all day. but there's still numbness. the same is true with books. yes im reading books. like a few. but as soon as i try to note some things here in the channel, my brain feels empty. is this what brainfog looks like? or is this the last stage of some mental illness? you know, when you have no more fucks left to give anymore. it's like you dont feel miserable. but you can't feel happy either. pure numbness.
anyway, happy reading! 🐻❄️
@kitobqurti
anyway, happy reading! 🐻❄️
@kitobqurti
kecha @kitobooknigam bilan o'tirib kanaldagi eski postlarni bir boshdan o'qib chiqdik. rosa yozgan ekanman-ey o'ziyam) u paytlardagi postlarim og'riqlardan chiqqan nidolar edi. hozir unday emas. hech qanday nido ham, sas ham yo'q. tinchlik. shunisiga ham xursandman.
"lekin, nima bo'lsa ham, yozishda menga yetadigani yo'q edi", deb qo'ydim (ichimda, kamtarona ohangda). 🐻❄️
"lekin, nima bo'lsa ham, yozishda menga yetadigani yo'q edi", deb qo'ydim (ichimda, kamtarona ohangda). 🐻❄️
@mahinsworld va men har safar o'z kanalimizga kirib postlarimizni qayta o'qiganimizda:
"feels club" is open again!
you know that feeling when you're sooooo close to tears and someone you never took seriously just texts you ''hi'' and all of a sudden you just wanna hug that person so hard and put your head oh their shoulder and cry it all out... as if it would heal your soul.
being human is hard. but sometimes you just can't take it anymore and just want to stop trying altogether. because trying hard is very hard...
@kitobqurti
you know that feeling when you're sooooo close to tears and someone you never took seriously just texts you ''hi'' and all of a sudden you just wanna hug that person so hard and put your head oh their shoulder and cry it all out... as if it would heal your soul.
being human is hard. but sometimes you just can't take it anymore and just want to stop trying altogether. because trying hard is very hard...
@kitobqurti
210 marta uxlab turish shartmi?
nega endi har kunimiz Navro'z bo'lmasin ekan?!
men sizlarning guvohligingizda bugungi kunni o'lkamizda "Navro'z - umumxalq bayrami" deb e'lon qilaman. 🐻❄️
keldi navro'z o'ynang!
baxtli zamon kuylang!
keling do'stlar, mehmonlar!
xullas, sog'ingan qalblarga Navro'z muborak bo'lsin!
ps: kitobqurti nomiga tabrik va qutlovlar @kitobqurtiga_xatlar_bot o'rqali qabul qilinmoqda.
@kitobqurti
nega endi har kunimiz Navro'z bo'lmasin ekan?!
men sizlarning guvohligingizda bugungi kunni o'lkamizda "Navro'z - umumxalq bayrami" deb e'lon qilaman. 🐻❄️
keldi navro'z o'ynang!
baxtli zamon kuylang!
keling do'stlar, mehmonlar!
xullas, sog'ingan qalblarga Navro'z muborak bo'lsin!
ps: kitobqurti nomiga tabrik va qutlovlar @kitobqurtiga_xatlar_bot o'rqali qabul qilinmoqda.
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Forwarded from Bookworm
Yangi yil muborak! Shu fursatdan foydalanib o'zimi chesni radnoy do'sim Moqqiga salom yo'lleman. Moqqi uchun Sherali Jo'rayevning ''Keldi Bahor" qo'shig'ini qo'yib berishilarni so'reman. Rahmat! 반갑습니다! 감사합니다!
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@kitobqurti
did we do our best? yes. was that perfect? nope. shall we try again tomorrow? absolutely!
that's how we make it through each day.. just like this; as imperfect as we are. and thats totally okay. bcuz we are merely humans after all.
@kitobqurti
that's how we make it through each day.. just like this; as imperfect as we are. and thats totally okay. bcuz we are merely humans after all.
@kitobqurti